
Compulsive thinking : a Zen perspective.
What is it ? It is our mind’s unchosen and unstoppable activity that modern psychology calls default-mode rumination or automatic unwanted thought.
1- Zen sees thinking as a natural ongoing function, like digestion. It cannot be stopped.
The problems with our thoughts are the following:
2- Most of the time, we identify our thoughts with self, taking them as “me” or “mine”.
Therefore, being often ego-driven, they may be delusional, making their content fictional, driven
by self-centered desire, hatred, illusion, memory of the past, and expectations of the future.
Always keep in mind this: thoughts exist but their contents are not necessary based on genuine, concrete realities of life.
Zen’s teaching while facing involuntary compulsive thinking:
¨During the day:
Do not resist, argue with intrusive or obsessive thinking:
Simply be aware of it, accept it then delete it spontaneously.
Shift your attention from the content of thoughts to something else such as bodily sensation,
posture, breath, sounds.
It will reduce the intrusiveness of the thought and identification with it.
The “compulsion” will soften as you repeatedly will return to your immediate surrounding
experience rather than indulging repetitive intrusive scenarios.
During meditation:
Compulsive thinking is frequent during meditation.
Thoughts are allowed to arise and pass without suppression, w/o resistance or w/o adhesion
meaning to pay attention to them, accept them, and go back to your anchor, such breathing.
By doing so the meditator is controlling her/his mind , and not the reverse.
Conclusion:
Compulsive thinking is not something to be eliminated nor to fight against, but something to be seen through in a mindfulness way.
When seen clearly, accept it as it is, and do not analyse. It will cease to be compulsory. Compulsive thinking is not a personal failure nor an inherent flaw especially when it is popping up during meditation.
Always keep in mind this: thoughts exist but do their contents are based on genuine, concrete realities surrounding us?